urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel Dirty Southern Girl Dirty Southern Girl 2006-03-31T19:43:14Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:61616 2006-03-31T19:43:14Z 2006-03-31T19:43:14Z hello..is anyone out there? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:61271 2005-06-30T16:17:15Z 2005-06-30T16:22:14Z the first day of highschool. ( i can still remember what i wore)(sad). the way he totally ignored me, and made fun of me with his friends. <br /><br />meeting someone new, he had differences.taking the biology class of a lifetime(cuz of jinglu)getting off the bus(how cool) to meet him everymorning in the 100 building.becoming best friends. getting the unforgettable phone call(from tim)that broke my heart. seeing all my val. gifts go to someone else. leaving for good without so much as a 'goodbye'. come back from vacation and your dating my friend, hell even 'in love'. <br /><br />meeting my homeboy. my first true friend for life.(i love you) he's been with me through all of it. twinkie..hah remember that? mrs.d back in 9th grade all the way to coach in 12th. sitting at lunch messing with paul everyday, haha. he got so moody it was great. i miss that crew:( and i'm truly gonna miss you, who else u gonna look at girls with?<br /><br />stop right now, thank you very much. spending time together in mrs.beckers class. listening to cole. "what you do this weekend" .coles response "got fucked up" always good to know. your my true cake batter bud.the time at my dads. "jessica and jessica". oh lord, baileys here. the time tim and michael scared us and we didnt know who they were. my damn dad,scared the shit outta us! be careful girl, i love ya!<br /><br />meeting my dad for the first time in 9th grade. though he's only a KID. what ever happened to simba? i guess he wasn't 'looking for a lifetime with you'. screwdrivers on the way to school, even when i was like ten mins late. be careful, watch out, those water moccassins are everywhere. you need to start making plans, so you can answer next time i ask! take care, kido (im so stealin ur word)<br /><br />meeting the whole gang, going to the hospital when chicken got hurt. dressed as damn..i dont even remember. Love you all, and i wish you the best of luck. tell mom i said hey!! take care freaky.your a very strong lady, remember that.<br /><br />wheres bob? too bad he changed so much. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:60932 2005-04-02T15:41:39Z 2005-04-02T15:41:39Z Happy Birthday Holly!!!<br /><br />phone number??! I want to call. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:60858 2005-02-23T21:18:52Z 2005-02-23T21:19:37Z I decided today I need to become a better person<br />lately especially within the last two months ive been a grouch. I get mad and say a lot of thingS I dont mean<br />I get my mad at Stephen and my mom for no reason. I dont even know why anymore.<br /><br />ahh. i just want to be me again. I have these sudden bursts of anger. I dont mean to hurt anyone, and If i've ever hurt you I'm sorry. I hope to improve urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:60435 2005-02-22T19:46:11Z 2005-02-22T19:46:11Z I went to southern yesterday with Courtney * my future roomate* and we had so much fun<br /><br />the drive sucked, but other than that we had fun, haha<br />I got my first item to put in our dorm room. Its a pink and black cookie jar:p<br />so useful. I cant wait! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:60297 2005-02-14T20:17:57Z 2005-02-14T20:19:54Z My Old dog trying to bark:/ "Something in your eyes,makes me want to lose myself In your arms There's Something in your voice,that makes my heart beat fast I hope this feeling last The rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone If you knew how much I wanted someone to call "my love" And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me If you knew how much this moment means to me and how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought I'd love anyone so much" A little something for my baby! I miss you already:( I love you To everyone else, Happy Valentines Day and to a special person whom I also love...HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:60048 2005-02-02T03:28:17Z 2005-02-02T03:28:17Z if i was a rich girl I just realized that I do fight with you. I can't stop either, no matter how hard i try<br />there is always something that makes me want to fight with you, when you arent near.<br />It's my fault, and I dont know...when we talk, I get so mad<br />I get so mad when you dont call<br />then when you call i get mad, too.<br /><br />I dont mean to but I cant seem to help it right now. I dont mean to be mean either. i guess im just weird:(<br />Dont be mad urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:59901 2005-01-26T23:13:58Z 2005-01-26T23:13:58Z I just want to have fun.<br /><br />from now on things are gonna go my way urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:59529 2005-01-21T21:44:34Z 2005-01-21T21:44:34Z I think the other night he was on my street. I just sense it. I came home one night, it was dark, and there was a car parked like near my house wiht its lights on..<br />then it drove off as turned in my driveway<br /><br />then it stopped again down the street. Im not sure, but its freaky.<br /><br />then last night i dreamed him and bunch of guys i dont even know were in my house, and I kept telling them to leave..but they wouldnt urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:59242 2005-01-18T02:13:38Z 2005-01-18T02:13:38Z ever wake up and feel ugly?<br /> it was definately like that for me today.<br /><br /> why can't i just be perfect for one day, to see what it feels like?<br /> although that'd probs make me more depressed.<br /><br /> Today wasn't a very good day.<br /> haven't had a 'family' dinner in forever, and we had a fight<br /> fun, good thing we dont have 'family' dinners every night.<br /><br /> I hope tomorrow is better! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:59123 2005-01-14T20:40:44Z 2005-01-14T20:40:44Z O.A.R- if only she knew me and this girl that sits beside me in class were comparing our lip glosses. it made me feel so girly. <br /><br /> to my girls back at duluth, yall all seem to be having a horrible time. Please let me know if there is anything i can do.<br /><br /> lets get together next week. (holly, amanda, jess)<br />you people are the people are home to me.<br /><br />dont you hate it when you realize you cant trust someone? yeh... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:58384 2004-12-26T05:16:27Z 2004-12-26T05:16:27Z "I dont want to light a fire<br />unless it will warm your heart<br />i'm playing no holiday songs<br />i need you to sing your part<br />baby if i could have just wish come true<br />I dont want to spend one more christmas without you"<br /><br />Merry Christmas Baby!<br />and merry christmas to all:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:58287 2004-12-07T14:16:18Z 2004-12-07T14:33:11Z But I can tell that you're watching me<br />And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see<br />Well I just need a little room to breathe<br />Can you please respect my privacy?<br /><br />err.high school drama.<br />8 more days school...this week is going by so damn slow.<br />....err.....<br /><br /> Happy Birthday Warren!!<br />I'm so glad we have a class together next semester! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:57987 2004-12-01T14:53:24Z 2004-12-01T14:53:24Z Been hanging out alot with my girls:)<br />haha walking around the mall, with jess and ktlay<br /><br />then um..haha hanging?:0 with j and kristen at j's house.<br />her mom is outta town<br /><br />omg i can't wait till next tuesday. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:57657 2004-11-25T01:38:52Z 2004-11-25T01:38:52Z Me and stephen went to look at puppy's tonight, they were so cute. I fell in love with them. He promised to get me one when he gets his apartment next year.hehe. HE better so we can name him spunk. <br /><br />Ahh. I can't wait till next year. I'm scared the holidays are going to upset me. I'm going to get use to spending more time with my baby, and then he's going to leave again:-(. I love him a lot. I read this article the other day about how most people only say they love someone but they really don't, but im absolutely crazy about him. He plays around with me and I like that. He can be a punk sometimes though, always trying to pick me up and junk. wont ever let me listen to the radio. haha..<br />I love him.<br /><br />I cried the other day watching "my best friends wedding" cuz she wanted to marry him but he chose the other girl, and stephen said he was going to do that to me. shooot..ima kill him. haha..him and his lil punkster self. I love you baby! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:57344 2004-11-23T14:08:18Z 2004-11-23T14:09:21Z So I'm sitting here in second period as usual..bored.<br /><br />I can't help but read all their journals. Everyone so sad, or mad with each other. What happened to the days where we were at Morgan's hanging in the driveway talking. Or sitting around eating cake batter? I remember the first night I hung out with yall, we went to the hospital for Chickn. we dressed up it was so much fun. Cordy. How I miss those times..I gave away cordette i think:(<br /><br />Everyone seems so distant. What happened? Im not sure what its all about, but it seems like its over boyfriends or no boyfriends..something like that. and its stupid. How long has everyone been friends, forever!! ah, it makes me sad.<br /><br />Have a great Thanksgiving everyone<br /><br />ps. I got my birthday present:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:57118 2004-11-19T14:47:50Z 2004-11-19T14:48:26Z Andrew wrote me a poem for my birthday. It made my day..so I decided to share it.<br /><br />Roses are Red<br />Violets are blue<br />You're really hot<br />but I'm hotter than you:-)<br /><br />You're the smartest blonde<br />that i'll ever know<br />but i am so cute<br />how could you say no??<br /><br />Your socks never match<br />but that's okay<br />I'll always love 'em<br />every single day<br /><br />You really love Georgia<br />They tend to demolish<br />I just wish you had<br />red toe nail polish<br /><br />That about sums it up<br />I have no more to say<br />oh wait yes i do<br />Vandy is awesome and UGA's gay!<br /><br />I hope you liked my poem<br />for a beautiful lady<br />Just dont forget your best buddy<br />Andrew William Beaty!!!<br /><br />haha, i love it. thanks andrew! best buddy;-)<br /><br />I was also really shocked by the balloons I got from Sean. So thank you Sean, it means a lot to me! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:57055 2004-11-18T14:52:51Z 2004-11-18T14:52:51Z SO, i'm FINALLY 18.<br /><br />i just found out my buddy in first period, tomorrow is her last day. she is such a sweetie i'm going to miss her. and I didn't even plan on going tomorrow. ah. <br />its making me sad.<br /><br />Weaver got me the best card ever. I love her. she is awesome.<br /><br />everything else going on today, sucks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:56709 2004-11-10T01:01:03Z 2004-11-10T01:01:03Z this guy today told me i was really pretty.<br />and it made my day.<br /><br />but most of all what i want is for you to call and just simply say goodnight Jessica.<br /><br />i have you, but yet I'm so lonely. and its killing me... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:56226 2004-11-05T14:49:07Z 2004-11-05T14:49:07Z Haha my mom dressed up Harley For Halloween. She's so cute!<br /><br /><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v23/a_hidden_angel/P1010024.jpg" border="0">Me and Stephen<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v23/a_hidden_angel/P1010057.jpg" border="0"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:55866 2004-11-04T01:14:45Z 2004-11-05T14:51:13Z I'm mad at myself for not saying happy birthday to Morgandi. Morgandi I hope you had a great birthday<br />and I want to wish Keith a happy birthday(today is his birthday) <br /><br />I feel pretty good about a lot of stuff lately. Like Stephen. Most the time i post he has made me mad, <br />but lately i dunno. I feel so crazy about him, and that scares me. He's great when he wants to be.<br />I miss him everytime we aren't together, I can't wait till next year so I'll be there with him!<br /> I love you!<br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v23/a_hidden_angel/P1010043.jpg" border="0">Me and Stephen urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:55569 2004-10-27T02:33:45Z 2004-10-27T02:33:45Z I really want someone to call me and ask me how my day was. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:55346 2004-10-26T13:39:02Z 2004-10-26T13:39:02Z I'm going job hunting today, wish me luck<br />I really need a job, i need moolah.<br /><br />i'm applying at the mall and some resturants around town<br />I really want to work at Joes crab shack, but its too far away<br />they get to dance corny and get paid for it<br />i'd be great.<br /><br />carder is getting me a drink, he rocks.<br />Thanks carder:)<br /><br />My day is going good. Only one more day of school for me this week.<br />haha gotta &lt;3 it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:55180 2004-10-20T14:07:21Z 2004-10-20T14:07:21Z Staind "Fade" "I just needed someone to talk to<br />You were just to busy with yourself<br />You were never there for me<br />To express how I felt<br />I just stuffed it down<br />Now I'm older and I feel like<br />I could let some of this anger fade<br />But it seems the surface I am scratching<br />Is the bed that I have made<br /><br />So where were you?<br />When all this I was going through<br />You never took the time<br />To ask me just what you could do"<br /><br />I &lt;3 this song. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_hidden_angel:54860 2004-10-19T01:54:39Z 2004-10-19T01:57:49Z Today is my dogs birthday, she is 15, so old. in a month it will be my birthday:) watch out, ima be 18 tearin it up.haha<br /><br />We hardly talked tonight, today. I feel so alone. Yeah your "here", but your not really. For a lot of this, I'm dealing with it alone. All I want to do is cry, and lay in bed. And your the only one that can comfort me, but your not here now. I mean drinking and smoking yeah probably more fun,<br /><br />but im crying right now, and where are you..<br />where are you?